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today my mind
went weary
and my thoughts went tumbling bout
everything i thought as true i saw as lies and doubt
my life is not a miracle its what i heard me say
ive saddened God ive done no good ..
i should just run away
and so i ran up to my hill ..i ran from all i knew
i didnt want to live this life and cried out...
God ..im through !
up on my hill inside my cave i sat tired and alone
waiting on Gods whisper but all i heard were groans
i saw a vision of my life of all my dreams and hopes
the vision was a dumpster filled..
then tied with chains and ropes
all ive done has been a waste im worthless and im weak
oh God if you would guide me now..
id listen while you speak
im just so tired and jaded and scared of what ive been
too busy to be helpful too burdened and too dim
all i know is nothing my wisdoms pride and vain
i say i wait on whispers but am afraid to call your name
the truth of this tore at my heart a sadness new to me
i wondered with a sense of doom..
would i ever be set free?
if i cant speak the name of love the name of victory
ill always be a slave to hate.. a christian mockery
my mind went spinning all around my body fell away
could this be my only hope.. to humbly seek and pray
and so i sit the best i can with all i know of me
and call upon my fathers son the man of calvary
i know you died to set me free i know you took my sin
and now i ask with all i am for you to come on in
dear Jesus Christ my savior help me to take your stand
shine your light inside this heart and guide me
by your hand
help all of me to know your grace
and cleanse me of my shame
and never let me be afraid to call upon your name
teach me love and tolerance inside and outside too
help me show the others here that love of God is You
protect me as i carry on inside this failing skin
bring peace and calm my raging storm..
you know what lies with in
i will not bargain or make trades
this life is Yours to hold
forgive me when i get messed up in thinking
ive been sold
its just the evil story spoke from some place way inside
i know you understand the twist..
like one that pierced your side
ill speak the truth you gave us all
that on the cross you paid
the bounty for the crimes of those
that evil hides in caves
this life is Gods forgiven and in holy love you free
all those who live inside and out this mystery of me
i know theres more i need to say
You know the words i need
so now in silence ill await a whisper at Gods speed
still
Help Me Lord, Please
Help me Lord, please
I beg of you
My heart is pure
My heart is true
I feel so dead
Such fear inside
Why do I live
When all have lied
Help me Lord, please
I beg of you
My heart is pure
My heart is true
I want to cry
But no tears come
I feel such shame
I'm so undone
Without you, Lord
Without your love
I'm as a sparrow
Far I've flung
I need you, Lord
I need you near
When I am far
I know you're here
In my despair
I will not fear
My Lord is with me
Ever here
britcomgirl33@yahoo.com
I cannot fall through the cracks of God's hands --- for God is Good ...
God is not careless, nor ever overwhelmed by me to help me, to love me,
to guide me.
"See, I have engraved you on the palms of my hands; your walls are ever
before me."
Isaiah 49:16
I had to start thinking more positively about the Lord ... I know now,
that because of my own lack of patience, I can change my own view of God
... this is where I went wrong ... a few years ago.
I praise God, and give all the Glory to my Lord Jesus for all he's done
for me in, not only helping me to quit smoking, but in other things that
are being worked out of my life. It's a spiritual battle I know ... I
always knew that, but I guess I didn't put that "knowing" to where the
biggest battle was, and THAT was where I went wrong ... a few years ago,
and then I gave up.
Whenever i come across this verse, even thumbing thru to find something
else, i cannot help but stop and read this one, meditate over it and
just breathe a sigh of relief. Of all the scripture in God's Word, this
one is MINE, and I am so prone to sharing.
because He Lives,
kimmy <><
I wrote this as I was going through a bad time
of illness.
I have included my name and Web Site address.
Why I Praise You
We've come a long long way together,
I have to praise You like I should.
You're the only one who brought me out
And You're the only one who could.
Though the road seemed long and rough at times;
You were there, always by my side.
And Your faithfulness did comfort me,
Because You heard my every cry ...
You were by my side each night and day,
And You led me every hour.
You knew I had little strength within,
But You gave me Your grace and power.
We've come a long long way together,
You've been so merciful to me.
O' Yes! I thank You and I praise You!
It's You who gives me the victory.
When I stood before the mountain strong
With such confusion in my heart,
It was by faith and trust in You alone
That this mountain would soon depart.
We've come a long long way together
From beginning to the end.
You have promised never to leave me,
Only on You I can depend.
Yet at times it is still so hard for me
To understand the reasons why.
I had to pass through long dark valleys,
Thinking that I would surely die.
We've come a long long way together
This is why I praise You like I should
For the victories that You gave me,
Knowing it's You who only could.
I want to praise You and to thank You
You've brought me such a long long way.
But for You grace and love and mercy,
I would not be standing here today.
©2004ElizabethStewart
elisalee60@hotmail.com
http://www.inspirations.christianprayerministry.com/
~ One Day, I Stood ~
One day, I stood in emptiness, With not a place to go. Looking at my filthy sin, The tears began to flow.
I felt so helpless, with no hope Of making change in me. My head dropped in such shame, I fell upon my knees.
I cried out, "Lord, if You are there, My sins please take away. This burden is so heavy I can't bear this load, today.
I need a heart transplant, Lord, Which only You can do. Forgive me of my sinful life I give my heart to You.
Suddenly, an inner peace Filled my heart and soul And, when I raised up from my knees, I knew I'd been made whole.
You can have the same, this day, If to the Lord you'll go. Cry out to Him. He'll hear your plea. Forgiveness He'll bestow.
His love for you can't be described In only a few words. But, if you spend some time with Him, He'll change the heart that hurts.
He'll take you from the deepest pit, Fill you with His love, Then, take you to the mountaintops; Show you things above.
A Prayer
Lord,
I'm beginning to realize,
Just how wrong I have been.
For many years now
I have run from someone.
One who loved me,
Yet I returned that love...
With hate.
I should have known better,
After all, I had once loved them.
They even gave me a book,
Full of letters and stories...
Of how much they loved me.
But I tossed it aside,
To sit unnoticed, unread.
I fell for the lie...
That they did not care.
I recently dusted off that book...
And started to read it.
Much of it is still a mystery to me.
But it's opening my eyes...
And yes...
Even reaching my heart.
Lord...
Father...
Please forgive me for running away.
Forgive me for hurting you,
With the hate I kept in my heart.
Lord...Father...
Please help me now,
As I read your book...
Help me find the way,
To love you again.
Desertgal
~ My Prayer ~
Lord, hold my hand
Steadfast in this land,
Where you gave me life;
I pray not strife ...
My family to hold,
Be not they cold.
I pray, not for riches and fame
But, to know Thy name ...
To see the brook
Where fish we hook;
To know Thy love from above,
Have the cool breeze
Through the trees ...
To come in as it does please,
With aromas to freshen and appease;
Sunshine and stars, full moon, too;
My behavior not to rue ...
Little babes, as they yawn,
Fresh dew drops at dawn;
New snow, freshly fallen at night.
Lord, may we see this sight?
All the things Thou hath made,
The sea to part, if Thou bade;
Blue waters, there, running deep.
All beings, our souls do keep.
Safely be the ships at sea;
Tall masts standing high, for all to see.
Safely close my door at night.
Humbly, Lord, let all be right ...
The walls around our humble abode.
Thank Thee, too, for the family Thou hath bestowed.
Thank Thee, Lord, for just our seeing,
Through our hearts, our Kings beings.
AMEN
He Loves You
He sees the tears,
Pouring from your eyes,
He hears the sadness,
The anguish in your cries,
He feels the pain,
That’s buried in your soul,
He knows your sorrows,
And He wants to make you whole.
Chorus
Because He loves you,
He believes in you,
He wants you for His own,
Just say the words,
And He will be there,
You don’t have to do it all alone.
He sees the storm,
Raging deep inside,
He hears the thoughts,
You thought you could hide,
He feels the grief,
You’ve bottled up on your shelf,
He knows you better,
Than you know yourself.
Chorus
Because He loves you,
He believes in you,
He wants you for His own,
Just say the words,
And He will be there,
You don’t have to do it all alone.
He wants you to see,
The power of His love,
He wants to you to hear,
Heavenly singing from above,
He wants to you to feel,
His tender embrace,
And He wants you to know,
His mercy and His grace.
EMAIL:
tater26_99@yahoo.com
A CHRISTMAS QUESTION
Joni Ames
"Who is it that YOU say I am?"
The Savior asks today
As we, this Christmas time recall
That baby in the hay
"Do you know Me as just a babe
That came so long ago?
Or do you know Me as your Lord
And friend who loves you so?"
"Who is it YOU want Me to be
Inside YOUR life today?
What is it that you seek of Me
When you take time to pray?"
"How much of Me is it you want?
How much time have you got?
How can I reach you where you are?
How have you truly sought?"
"I call again, 'Creation, come'
Yes, look into that hay . . .
The way is simple that I came
To show to you YOUR way"
"I show to you again how pure
And true and sweet the love
The Father has for all of you
As He looks from above."
"Walk on inside the stable now
And touch the tiny hands
Just sense the pureness of the heart
And try to understand"
"That is the way I want for you
To truly come to Me
Then know I'll reign as Lord IN you
Through all eternity"
"I came as love that's pure and sweet
I'm FULL of love that's true
To give to you the Father's heart
That overflows for you"
"I can do nothing of Myself
So what is done by Me
Is truly from the heart of God
For all eternity"
"So make a stable IN YOUR HEART
Be born again today
YOU be that baby, new and pure -
And, in that pureness, stay"
"Then let Me live as LORD and KING
To reign strong INSIDE YOU
So YOU can be one that I use
To love My people through"
"Oh that you would now understand
This year what's in My heart -
So all the love I feel for you
You, too, could then impart"
"For that's the purpose that I came
And seek your love anew...
That My Love be made MANIFEST
Throughout the world, THROUGH YOU!"
E-mail: JoniAmes@aol.com
Father I gaze into your glade of forest
Light reflections bounce off of pain and sorrow.
Stillness echoes silence of empty praises
Mirrors have replaced the trees
so only introspection is reflected.
Nothing lives in this vastness but whimpers of breath
Breath of self-indulgence
My heart has been bled out
Acceptance of who I am doesn't exist
Only everyone else's interpretation of who I am.
This glade hides very deep behind the guise of truth
Truth is spoken to others
as if you appointed personal envoys
Bitterness and anger lie in my heart
A sickening feeling about this glade persists.
Father how does your light get reflected here?
How does your Son's rays break the mirror image of self-reflection and
self-righteous indignation.
Yes, Holy Spirit by God's grace
and ten righteous people
Ten people who know You are God.
Father thank You for taking me out of that glade.
Thank You for freedom to be who I am.
Thank You that You alone
through your Holy Spirit
will convict me of the truth.
Thank You Father for your mercy and grace.
For by it all men are free.
Karen
i
sit to read the prophets from so very long ago..
to learn as my God speaks through
old testament heroes
my legs turn weak my stomach aches
my mind is spun with fear
of Gods almighty power i can feel the time is near
Soon He will begin to end this world that we've known
in fact we've already begun to reap
what we have sown
i believe with all my being that what is wrote is true
but i have pain from deep inside
for what we will go through
i know we all have faltered
and made terrible mistakes
i know there's a price to pay for anger lust and hate
i know we are forgiven too
if we've asked and we believe
And God says His he will protect
But what of those we leave
the ones who never will.
accept Christ's death as saving Grace
those that behind we leave
and the end of times they face
i read that God will bring such terror
that men will hide and cry
that mighty kings along side thieves
will wish and pray to die
The skies will fall the earth will shake
and nothing will be spared
they'll run to caves and under ground
no safety anywhere
so how can i reach say just one
that knows not shelters wing
to tell them how to be set free
might even have me sing
to keep one from destructions hand
that will strike the nations down
to trade their rags for riches
and their sorrows for a crown
i know the time is coming i know the time is near
i feel it in my being..
help me speak so just one might hear
cause if one lights one then on the numbers grow
an more and more will come to peace..
and be safe from heavens woe
the fear i have i kinda think about all that i have read
is more about the truth of it ..and inside i have dread.
i think maybe inside myself
i have one that needs light
who doesn't want to read along
and would rather curse and fight
anonymous
I dream a dream so far away
that my loving mother
will come one day...
to love & hold me while I cry
& tell me things will be "OK."
I sit here with my tear filled eyes
& I wonder if God hears my cries
Daddy Daddy give me please a mothers love
I'm on my knees
I wish for days of laughter, too!
Oh Mommy Mommy where are you?
& now i lay me down to sleep
i pray the Lord my soul to keep
& i will ask the Lord above
to bring you to my heart with love
Beth
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